Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Nearing the End
Well, I only have a few days left of my 20's. I am in mourning. I can't believe I'm actually about to turn 30. I feel a lot like Rachel in the Friends clip. Sometimes it is hard to face the reality that some things haven't happened according to the timeline in my head. I certainly do know that God has a bigger plan for me than I have for myself. But sometimes it's just hard. Kinda like the end of a dream. Although I know there are new dreams to be had around the corner.
I know I'll survive turning 30. Everyone else has. I've really enjoyed my 20's though. I graduated from college, have made some wonderful life long friends, been on some great trips, done some really fun things, and have learned a lot about myself along the way. Learning about yourself is kinda cool, actually. It just sort of happens. You learn what you believe in, what you'll stand for, how strong you are, how to survive the tough situations, and what really matters. I just hope my 30's are as good to me as the 20's have been.